Okay. So, um I had a big plan of what I'm going to say, but I just changed sort of a lot of things in my mind of what I want to share with you because I see a lot of you know great stories. So I think what I can share with you today it it's still designing your life but I want to share the story of my life which is not um I think people can reflect if you can you can share with your friends not a typical I mean probably typical but not shared out really in in space.So I'm very um honored and very happy. So ...