So when I failed in my first year of college, I was like, you know, completely shattered, I would say. But luckily, I didn't go into a depression. I didn't go into drugs. I didn't go into any kind of other rubbish.But I really took it on myself that I want to do and prove to myself that I'm not not capable of, you know, and I think that big one big kick on my ass that I got that really changed a lot of things about my life. I remember going for a haircut to someone who sits under a tree and this is exactly ...