Deadbolts, padlocks, mortise locks, cam locks, combination locks to name a few. Why so many locks. Well, I purchased and fashioned them in response to trauma.Yes. Trauma. When I was 15 years old, my little brother died.He died by suicide. He was 12. And I was never the same.Since losing my little brother, it's as if I've had this very peculiar relationship with suicidality. It's like a strange push and pull, as if it's pulling on me constantly. But I've learned how to resist sometimes with more strength tha ...