A few years ago, I stood in the kitchen, looked at my husband, and said very calmly, "I'm about to [ __ ] [ __ ] up." Now, don't get me wrong, this wasn't a threat. I was very calm, but something in me had cracked open. I was about 15 years into stay-at-home motherhood, and I'd become someone I didn't even recognize.Maybe you know the feeling when you've done everything right, checked all the boxes, yet you feel like you're disappearing. Like your life is full, but you are empty. That was me.I had spent yea ...