[Applause] For most of my adult life, I have felt doubly lonely. That's the feeling you get when there are two things that are true about you, but you work really hard to keep them separate. That'd be really cool if I was like a secret agent.But I'm not. Instead, what it means is in any kind of given situation, I'm bringing part of myself to that conversation. And then if the situation changes, I'm bringing a different part.And so what that means is at the end of the day, whoever I'm interacting with is not ...