I think too many people quit too early and we give oursel the options in the parachutes and things like relationships and work self-help and we pull at some when we could still be flying even though maybe rocky flight we pull it early and okay it's a safe move got down to the ground what I was building didn't last but most of the time it could if you'd have hung in there but if you have any ambition resistance is going to come and so own that Matthew Matthew Matthew Mah you've been able to climb to the very ...