Core Viewpoint - The narrative explores the author's childhood experiences in nature and with animals, reflecting on the emotional and psychological impact of these interactions on personal growth and identity. Group 1: Childhood and Nature - The author describes a childhood spent in close contact with nature and animals, which shaped their emotional landscape and personal identity [6][7][8]. - The experiences with animals provided a sense of warmth and companionship, contributing to a unique inner world that is difficult to share with others [5][10][11]. - The contrast between the author's upbringing and that of peers in urban settings highlights the diverse experiences of childhood and the varying impacts on personal development [4][30]. Group 2: Family Dynamics - The relationship with the father is characterized by shared experiences in nature, fostering a bond that contrasts with the challenges faced in school and society [25][26][28]. - The author reflects on the complexities of familial relationships, particularly the emotional burdens carried from parents to children, and the struggle to understand parental vulnerabilities [41][44][46]. - The narrative reveals a sense of guilt and responsibility felt by the author towards their parents, complicating the understanding of familial love and support [46][56]. Group 3: Personal Struggles and Growth - The author grapples with feelings of inadequacy and the fear of not meeting societal expectations, questioning the stability of their life and the authenticity of their happiness [31][32][66]. - The narrative emphasizes the importance of confronting and processing negative memories and experiences as a means of personal growth and healing [67][85]. - The author acknowledges the transformative power of adulthood, recognizing that while childhood struggles were significant, maturity brings new perspectives and options [85][86].