●张鹏 儿时，村里有一个砖瓦厂，离我家很近。农闲时节，村里的父辈们会去厂里打工，我经常跟着父亲去厂 里玩耍。 那时候砖瓦厂很红火，厂里的工人多是附近十里八乡的乡亲。叔叔阿姨们有的拉土，有的拉坯，有的码 坯，有的出砖，忙得不亦乐乎。靠着简陋的机器和勤劳的双手，各自养活着一大家子。叔叔们常年干重 活，力气比较大。记得有一次我给父亲送水，由于没有水杯，就用装过罐头的杯子装满水送了过去。我 拧了半天，杯盖纹丝不动，父亲手滑，不好发力，旁边的叔叔看见后，主动帮忙开盖。他用手拍了一下 杯底，准备开盖，没想到杯底掉了，水洒了一地。我非常惊讶，他的力气真大。后来我得知，他经常搬 砖，久而久之练就了"神功"。有时，父亲忙得顾不上回家吃饭，我便从家里送饭给他。吃饭的时候可热 闹了，大家你一言，我一语，拉着家常，开着玩笑。 后来，砖瓦厂废弃了，只剩下烧砖的窑，两口烧青砖的土窑，一口烧红砖的长窑。长窑有多个洞口，洞 口里的通道内又有许多小洞，据说是烟囱。放学后，我们在那里玩游戏，趣味无穷。那里的每一个洞 口，我们都钻过无数次，甚至每一根烟囱里的灰，都是在我们的无数次磨蹭中逐渐变少的。记得有几 次，父亲批评了我之后，我一个人躲在烧砖的 ...

Core Viewpoint - The narrative explores the author's childhood experiences in nature and with animals, reflecting on the emotional and psychological impact of these interactions on personal growth and identity. Group 1: Childhood and Nature - The author describes a childhood spent in close contact with nature and animals, which shaped their emotional landscape and personal identity [6][7][8]. - The experiences with animals provided a sense of warmth and companionship, contributing to a unique inner world that is difficult to share with others [5][10][11]. - The contrast between the author's upbringing and that of peers in urban settings highlights the diverse experiences of childhood and the varying impacts on personal development [4][30]. Group 2: Family Dynamics - The relationship with the father is characterized by shared experiences in nature, fostering a bond that contrasts with the challenges faced in school and society [25][26][28]. - The author reflects on the complexities of familial relationships, particularly the emotional burdens carried from parents to children, and the struggle to understand parental vulnerabilities [41][44][46]. - The narrative reveals a sense of guilt and responsibility felt by the author towards their parents, complicating the understanding of familial love and support [46][56]. Group 3: Personal Struggles and Growth - The author grapples with feelings of inadequacy and the fear of not meeting societal expectations, questioning the stability of their life and the authenticity of their happiness [31][32][66]. - The narrative emphasizes the importance of confronting and processing negative memories and experiences as a means of personal growth and healing [67][85]. - The author acknowledges the transformative power of adulthood, recognizing that while childhood struggles were significant, maturity brings new perspectives and options [85][86].

Core Viewpoint - The article reflects on the struggles and nostalgia of adulthood, using the metaphor of childhood experiences and the product AD calcium milk to illustrate the contrast between past innocence and present responsibilities [2][4][23]. Group 1: Childhood and Nostalgia - The author reminisces about childhood memories associated with AD calcium milk, highlighting the emotional connection to the product and its representation of simpler times [4][20]. - The narrative evokes a sense of longing for the carefree days of youth, contrasting them with the burdens of adult life, such as work pressures and familial responsibilities [12][23]. Group 2: Adult Responsibilities - The article discusses the pain and challenges faced by adults, symbolized by physical discomfort and the metaphorical "甲方" (client) representing external pressures [2][12]. - The protagonist's struggle against various life pressures is depicted through imaginative battles, illustrating the internal conflict between aspirations and reality [11][21]. Group 3: Transformation and Resilience - The narrative culminates in a transformation where the protagonist seeks to reclaim lost dreams and confronts the challenges of adulthood with renewed vigor [15][18]. - The use of fantastical imagery, such as turning AD calcium milk bottles into weapons, symbolizes the fight against life's adversities and the desire to overcome them [21][23].