[Music] Every time I'm asked to give a speech, lead a training, or be a part of an event filled with strangers, I get into a panic planning mode. I start bargaining with the universe. Possibly it will rain.Maybe I'll wake up voiceless. How to fake food poisoning politely. And that is just the beginning.In every family gathering, team meeting or a event or a dinner with friends, I'm the smiling one. The one who's cracking jokes all the time, making sure everyone is comfortable. And on the outside, it seems a ...