I'm Michael Barber and I'm here to talk about the anatomy of fear. Um I would want to talk about how circumstances play a very deep role and I hope you will I don't think I can do it. Can I can I come down stage.It's okay if we start over again. It's okay. >> It's It's It's so embarrassing.I don't want to >> break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow. Break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow. Break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow. Break the pattern today or t ...

[applause] >> I woke up and I thought I was kidnapped. I was in this small and dark room and it felt like someone hit my head with a sledgehammer. It really hurt.Half of my vision was gone and the people who were speaking to me it sounded like they were from a foreign country. I had no idea what they were saying. As it turns out, the nurses were in fact speaking English.I just couldn't understand a single word. They kept trying to tell me to write my name and I couldn't. I wanted to tell them that I was so ...